Previously I've touched on the fact that I don't like myself all that much.
I look in the mirror and I don't like the man staring back at me.
He looks tired... worn... unhappy.
I've wanted to change for some time but have been unable to self motivate... to find the drive I need to make those changes.
Sometimes I lay in bed in the morning and I struggle to find a reason just to get up.
No course.
No drive.
No direction.
Only distraction.
I know now what I want.
I want to be a better man.
Hiro has given me the greatest gift.
Hope.
He believes in me... and if he can do that... maybe I can believe in myself.
You inspire me babe.
I just hope you are as patient as you are kind.
i hope you do it for yourself, though. not for him. not for anyone else, for that matter.
ReplyDeleteThanks Nishiboy :)... I am doin this for me. Just didn't have the strength to make the changes alone.
ReplyDeleteOne day, my post would be similar to this Steve :)
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